I got these for hellfest. The idea is that I can still have my legs *covered* because I just can’t stand having my legs completely bare. Thing is, these tights are still pretty revealing.. :/ And I’m fucking obese.

I got these for hellfest. The idea is that I can still have my legs *covered* because I just can’t stand having my legs completely bare. Thing is, these tights are still pretty revealing.. :/ And I’m fucking obese.

Wednesday, May 30, 2012 · 3:52pm · 1 note
#black tights #covering up #cuts #depression #scars #self harm #tights #legs #pale skin

I feel so fat and fat and fat and fat and useless and I’m back to just wanting to hide away in my bed because I am so disgusted by myself I literally just want to cry, it’s not even just the outside of me it’s the inside. I’m horrible. I really am. I am decomposing and rotting from the inside out but I wish it could be the other way around. I just want to disappear.
Tuesday, May 29, 2012 · 5:01pm · 0 notes
So tired of this
Tuesday, May 29, 2012 · 4:59pm · 2 notes
so much hate for myself

so much hate for myself

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Monday, May 28, 2012 · 4:52pm · 2,318 notes
what film is thissss?

what film is thissss?

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Monday, May 28, 2012 · 1:03pm · 898 notes
hate myself

shouldve cycled but it was so hot.

shouldve eaten less.
Thursday, May 24, 2012 · 3:17pm · 0 notes

chainsthatheldmenowliebroken asked: Hey anon, fuck off. I know Abi and I know you're wrong. No one wants you here. Go away and leave her alone. Abi I love you x

thanks <3 xx
Thursday, May 24, 2012 · 2:27pm · 0 notes

Anonymous asked: Well you are kinda 'purge this purge that' lately. It's either for attention, for an ED or you've got the onset of a severe food allergy.

Shut up. None of this has ever been for attention. The only people that message me on here seem to be people like you. I wouldn’t do this for attention, I vent on here, stuff I can’t say to anyone just so I can get it out of my head and maybe feel a bit better. You make it sound like I either WANT attention or WANT an ED. I want neither, thanks. Fuck off. I’ve struggled with my relationship with food for god knows how long, so just shut up. You don’t know me.
Thursday, May 24, 2012 · 2:23pm · 0 notes

Anonymous asked: Please don't acquire an ED. It's not glamorous and is never a quick fix. It bloats you and does the opposite of making you what you wish to be.

Don’t acquire an ED? I know it’s not glamourous.. what kind of reason would that be to do things like that?
Thursday, May 24, 2012 · 1:12pm · 0 notes
ALL MY FUCKING BLADES ARE BLUNT